I Love You Through Sparks and Shining Dragons I Do.

I do (:

Hmm I feel as though I'm not wanted anymore,
A rejected Christmas Decoration.
Out of Date?
Or just too bland.
I understand you've got other business
but you never tell me whats wrong anymore, I ask but you refrain
therefore I cant understand you.

I've had this craving now.
For about a month?
It's driving me nuts...
Theres no way of overcoming this crave :\
BadTimes.

I've decorated my room in time for the festive season.
Having a tall boyfriend is quite an advantage.
I don't like the phrase 'boyfriend' its too...
Ellan Dyson to be honest...
'Manfriend' is too...'OooO Football Friend!' Haha

I feel its time for bed.
To dream another dream
To trip out once again!
Oh my funny sleeps.
I must be hollucinating...
Nuts.

Its all Robbie's Fault <3

We Make Lists We Make Plans, To Write Books, To Form Bands

I've got a fat off love bite on my neck.
Great, He thinks its funny! Ok it was at the time but people will think Im a shlag!
Haha.
Christmas in like...22 dayssss
Im shit at christmas shopping.

Once again you have to ruin it.
For once Im the mature one in this.
C'mon Its Christmas?
Lighten Up.
Else I'l spend Christmas day somewhere else.
Im sure Flange will appreciate me!

FuckFFFuckF-F-Fuck Youuuuuuuuuuuuu
I Dont Care Anymore.

Here I Am...This Is Me, Theres Nowhere Else On Earth Id Rather Be.

I actually quite like the film Spirit.

Makes me happy. And it's got an amazing soundtrack.

3 weeks left of school. Then Christmas!

I've got so much coursework to do...

Ive got too much to think about.

Hjkajjkhafgsfugueyurnnsakjs

I love my horse. He is my life <3

I had so much more to talk about...but Ive forgotten :\ Mehhh

Oh but Once, We Were Young and We Were Crass Enough To Care.

Totally just watched Micheal McIntyre


What and Absolute Ledge.


THE MAN DRAW!



Family.
Dad was on the phone to my auntie...
They seem to keep themselves to themselves when it comes to Gran
Fair enough. All these years I thought Gran was loving and 'nice'
and well she still is but I see why Dad acts like he does around her...
Another thing is they dont want us talking to our own cousins and to be honest
I'd rather like to meet them again.

Jenna + Hermie <3
Its a shame. I miss my Uncle Bri too...



YES.
RYDE HIGH 3rd PLACE SCHOOLS DRESSAGE
SUCK MY HAIRY BALLS MR HODDLE + MISS THOMAS, XP
Its been such a good day.
Doing what I do best.
I've forgotton how much I love competing!
Us Fairfields lot dont notice how talented we are.

Wow. What an evening :)

I think the Sun is on benifits, cos I never see it bloody working! Pah.
I love my cousin <3


I need to think more positively theres more to life than this!
School will be over soon.
I do hate it alot.
Blerg.
Its 11.49 and Im Fucking Bungalowed!
Haha Michael McIntyyyyyyreee
Goodnight cruel world.

If I were A Boy Even Just For A Day

I love spotify (:
Got a day off school today...
Just because my horse stepped on my foot! Ha.
It kills like a biatch though.
The weather is absolutley marvolously BALLS.
Im cosy inside thanks

Im going to learn something new on the keyboard
Do some of my Art sketchbook
Should really do my English essay...
Oh and Maths...
I probably wont do much of any listed above
Pah
Home alone too...
Played some Modern Warfare 2 I think its rather good.
At least its the weekend.....................................................

I Sit And Wait...

Theres and Angel contemplating my fate

And do they know

The places where we go when were grey and old

'cos i have been told that salvation lets their wings unfold

So when im lying in my bed

Thoughts running through my head

And i feel that love is dead

I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection

Alot of love and affection

Whether im right or wrong

And down the waterfall

Where ever it may take me

I know that life wont brake me

When it comes to call

She wont forsake me

I'm loving angels instead.

Im in love with this song.

Robbie Williams. He doesnt just look like my Dad, but he creates the best of songs.
I've noticed how much music plays in all our lives
I think its a pretty special thing.
Just like this...

I love Him :)

Christmas in like 6 weeks...

Sounds along time

but I reckon it'l fly by...

I think something might happen...for the best, or for the worst...

I don't know.

My cat is pestering me as I am sat on her chair.

Shes telling me to go to bed.

To be honest Im sick of being told what to do.

School is so awkward, I dont want to be there

Im tired of following

I want to be me, and not having the constant weight of other people

and their 'thoughts'.

I would really enjoy it now if I could take a holiday,

Go somewhere get off the Island.

Just for two or three days

Just so I don't have to worry about anything.

I need to exercise more.

I dont need to worry

but I do.

I'm waiting for something, its been holding me back for so long

but Im not sure what it is.

Do You Know Your Enemy?!

I love My Pookie

This week has just flown past,
If it can continue like that for 4 more months it would make me rather happy :)
Mum was driving me to the Chyropracter and I was thinking about what i could write in my blog...
but I've forgotten it all
Apart from one thing that shocked me :\
I asked Mum how you can gas yourself in your car...
Odd I know but its been bugging me ever since that episode of Coronation street. She said that a few parents did that to themselves a few years back :S And some others hung themselves...
Number One...why would you commit suicide when you obviously have a child...
Number Two...Its just damn right horrific

And Three...what is this world coming to?





It seems to always bother me when I've watched the news.
It makes me realise that there are some complete and utter TWATS out there
Things that don't affect me at all in my day to day life suddenly start to irritate me.
Hmm





I've decided.
I'm either going to be an Architect or an Interior Designer when Im older...
I've made that decision quick but its something to aim for?
Plus if I succeed I will be loaded. Hopefully...
Talking about money I neeeeeeeed some
A need a laptop too...Ha.
I'm quite excited for the future...
CHRISTMAS. FUCK YES.
I'm so excited this year!
Im going to buy a nice hat.

OutBabes.

Life is A Rollercoaster You Just Gotta Ride It.

I tell you what.
The News really pisses me off.
Well...
It agravates me that this so called war is going on.
I want the Afghans to Fuck off.
They join the English and American to be trained and then turn on them
5 of our Men have been killed...
Juts because some dick decided to become part of the Taliban
Tbh I think we should pull our troops out and Air Strike their whole country.
Pah I dont care they need blowing up after everything theyve done.
And they still come into our country.
YOU DONT BELONG HERE
take you motherfucking Temple places and go home.
fight for your own country and show that you dont need to be spoon fed by the ENGLISH.
AGhsfhasdfhjwoieghwhgjfd

BANG BANG.

Just Give Me a Name, Give Me A Way...

Frank Musik <3
I would rather like to go see them.

Today has been shit just like yesterday and probably like tomorrow and the day after.
If I had a choice between being in Afghanistan or School
I'd Pick

Afghanistan TBH.
So I can blow Ryde High Up.

I cant wait to move on.
Party Hard.

You've been quite selfish?
Why are you like this?
You have to always be right. I dont enjoy this.
Ah well.

School Dressage? Yes.
Im quite embarressed that Im competing for RHS.

COD5 is actually quite a good game..
Im excited for COD6! HAAAA
Good times.

School = I want to kill myself
GayGayGayGayGayGayGay.

I Love You.

Can You Meet Me Halfway Right at The Borderline Thats Where Im Gonna Wait

This picture makes me laugh ^_^

I forgot to mention yesterday...
I caught a mouse!
Bloody CAT
It was sooo cute, I tried feeding it porridge Oats
but it werent having it...
Probs cos it was paniking

The Girls are sleeping round tonight should be a laugh (:
Havnt seen them for like..a week.
I hate halloween, but guess what
Ive owned Ralph/Pookie for a whole year today!
And Its mine and Sams 5 months tomorrow :)
But the downfall is
School.
Argjagfjkasdfhasi
I HATE YOUUUUU
Id like to voilently punch the creater of 'school' or even more precise
Ryde High School.
Merrrhhhh

They Say 3 Times a Lady, I Say 3 Times Ya Crazy!

Chipmunkkk. :L

Im banging some tunes out on keyboard.
TITANIC.
ALADDIN.
(:

Surf's Up is actually an alright film...
"I Can Feel It In My Nuggets!"
Paha.
Only 6 weeks till like nearly Christmas!
WOWWWWW

Total Wipeout USA <3
Tis the Don.
Must go watch it!

Lay Where Your Laying, Don't Make A Sound, I was Just Watchin'...

WOAHHHHHHHHHHaHOHhhh Your Sex is on fire?
How an Earth can Your Sex be on fire??
One of the many stunning songs from Kings Of Leon <3

'I feel so much better today
Chase the bad things away!'

I actually feel so much better :) Finally got to ride after two weeks!
Are you shitty with me?
Or what?
Hmm I hope not because, well...
I have been very ill the past week and blates cant do anything about it?

Im so excited for Christmas!
For once?
:)
I think Its these antibiotics, Ive been on an absolute high today!

I'm starting with the man in the mirror, I'm asking him to change his ways

Im still ill.
why in the half term!
I could murder a McDonalds right now
One Fuckin McChicken Sandwhich and Large fries
Any drinks with that?
YES fucking large coke please! AHHHH
Atm, Im eating mushed up weetabix with warm milk and god knows how much sugar
My tonsils are just two big balls of puss!
'GAG'

Im Ill and still you pick at me?
When will it ever stop?

HML. Ha..Jokes

:( I miss Ralph
I miss my friends
Being at home is so boring
AHgashfosaghaeigh;weiorghviosvddfsnsdvbjkhi

White Lies, Just A Little White Lie...I did it to get close to you

Ah for fuckssake.
I have tonsilitis
It makes me want to cry
Antibiotics suck ass
I want it to go awayyyyy
Why did it have to occur at the half term
why not in school time? :(

How Long Before I Get In Before It Starts Before It Begins.

For Fuck Sake.
Honestly can you stop being like this its not fair.
Every evening so far this week, you've picked at me.
I'm sick of being picked at.
I don't deserve it.
To be honest it's not very nice living with someone who cant make up their mind wether there own daughter is a nasty caniving little bitch, or a lovely polite girl who everyone loves.
Seriously??? I know who I am.
Its just you who needs to find out what your really like.
Yes you have your own worries but it doesnt mean you can take it out on me.
And I'm not back-chatting you, I'm just standing up for myself, I'm human I'm aloud to do that. 'The right to have my own thoughts' which in this house hold doesnt seem to be the case.
That arguement cost me a lift up the yard tomorrow, but really, it doesnt bother me.
I have two legs.
God sake.
I was in such a good mood earlier :(
goodnight

Me and My Friend Dan, are gonna get some beers and then We're gonna go down to the park and Drink 'em there.

UP.
Such a good film.
The old man looks like Sam's Grandad and The fat kid looks like Micheal Macintyre!
'Huh! SQUIRRUL!'
I've got a horrible pain in my neck. Must of slept funny
I hate Gratis with a passion, that horse is gonna kill me one day I swear.

Atm I'm in drama.
What complete BALLS.
Listening to Franky T though, he's amazing :)
Result. Not doing P.E "Physical Education" today Pah.
I've had my back done! My pelvis was out well bad.

Harper's Island tonight + Munch at Sam's! :)
I'm rather excited!
I think it's the final episode...
Life couldn't get any better.
Well...It can but you know (:

Sweeeeeeeet Dissssssspositionnnnn

^^^^
GAY

I'm in science!
With Kat (:
I hate school with an absolute passion.
There's so many weirdo's in our class
Mr Harwood's an ok teacher but he's just abit thick tbh.
I've been up since 6.30 was off ill yesterday
If i'd gone any longer without having a day off then I'd be on the brink of UBER illness.
Stangely I like getting up early, the yard is so pretty at that time in the morning

Balancing Equations - Yummy!
Miss Jackson can just shut the fuck up.
I can just feel that todays gonna be shitttt...

I'm so scared, I might forget, I don't want this to end just yet...

Oh For Fuck Sake.
Can't you just understand that you didn't need to tell them????
Honestly.
I just wish they'd keep their fucking noses out of it.

Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

I'm Ill
Great! But it's not one specific thing,
Maybe its swine flu...
Hmm I get tempertures on and off...
Funny headaches that feel like my heads to big for my body! Haha
and Aches...
Could my life get any better <3
OOoo..going to the Chyropracter tomorrow...
FINALLY.
Calpol Tablet? 1 or 2...
Watched Jeremy Kyle, maybe not one of the best episodes today
And 60 minute make over what a shambles!

I really dislike you lot at the moment.
HML - Just fuck off yes?
You have to O.T.T everything seriously you guys need to get a life and stop going to parties your not even invited to! Haha.

Todays been horrible :(
Poorly Meg...

I Used To Rule The World...Sea's Would Rise When I Gave The Word.

Look at what we had, can It ever be the same again?

What are we like?
Hmm this weekends been odd.
You'know when somethings just havn't gone like the usual rutine?
Ahh well, had a laugh...literally pissed my pants just because a Dog was falling out of its coat. Paha.
Had a nice chat with Mum well...nice as in I havn't spoken to her in a while...the conversation we were having was about money. Yes, I know I have a horse so consequently I have alot of 'money' bullshit.
I would never change Ralph for the world but I just wish I could have a bit more money? I consider selling him but I know that would be the biggest mistake I would ever make... And I could never have the guts to give up what I love best.
Chatting to Mum made me think.
I'm so money tight? No one else my age worries about how much their parents earn?!
I feel guilty even if I ask for a fiver...?
I need to do something.
Schools boring me on the brink of giving up
They teach out of books and not from their owns motherfucking brains.
Jesus Christ.
Winter's finally here...Tea, Toast and Biscuits at Simon's <3
The early mornings and late nights...here I come...
I'm finding it hard to keep track of time, I don't mean it but I just lose myself when I'm up the yard...nothing else bothers me, I can breath no social hyrachy We can be who we want to be. Ralph doesn't give a toss about who I am? And the love I get from that horse is just amazing. People don't understand the passion I have for a bond like ours. To be one with an animal is a gift. Not just a christmas present.
Things are drifting, Is it my fault I ask?
To be honest maybe it's ment to be happening.
In no time at all we will be getting jobs, buying a house, getting married...
We all have to let go sometimes.
But not just yet.
I'm too comfortable to be bothered, I can hardly be fucked to step out of my house anymore cos I'm so relaxed.
I think way to much. It's going to be a long night...I can tell.

Blue Eyes Blue Eyes Whats the Matter Matter?

Wednesday.
I hate em.
This weeks gone too quick...
I'm extreemly tired right now and should be heading off to bed

Made a fat off cornflake cake with Sam today!
Goodtimes
I neeeeeeeeeed to get a ticket for Franky T! I love that man!
Night People. x

My Fingertips Are Holding Onto The Cracks In Our Foundations

And I know that i should let go but I can't...

<-Classic winter piccy! :) <3>

I don't want to fall asleep, Cos I don't know if I'l get up.

Parents. Pff. Tut.Tut.Pufffffffffffffffffffffff AHashdgajbfuiqgwndl.

It was just a simple question...
Oh well!!!!
Sam slept round last night (:
Kids T.V in the morning <3
My hips out, its unbeleivably uncomfortable. I need to get it sorted
I hate pain.
Rode my prick of a horse out today, he's such a homosexual.
Spooked at a knocked over road sign and backed up into a car!!!
I had to get off I don't understand why he does it, he went past it yeasterday and the day before...Arhh.
Had a nice chat with Sandy today! Bless her...our little gossips.

The trees are currently going nuts outside! the wind is mental.

You found me, You found me...

Where the West was all but one, all alone smoking his last cigarette.

I don't like it, Its not for me to say but you should quit.

You wont listen. :(

Its cos I Love You.

But I wont let this get in the way :)

Im Gonna Be Somebody....

Taking to the floor with the reach to the sky...

I loosen my tie...

Wow...I'm privalidged, my cats just perched on my lap :)

Look at him, My Ralphie. Hes my life I love him <3

Im in the mood for letting it all out.

Just been to the IOW college open evening for 6th form

Im impressed...and for once Im excited for my education!

I need to get away from the shithole we call Ryde High

Trying to recall what you want me to say

I shake it your way, I shake it your way

Counting on the night for a Beautiful day...

I really want to get out there and do it now, this is it...

this is me.

Im pretty happy at the moment

A few jips but hey, what'dya expect.

Todays been pretty good, average...
I tend not to count school as what i do in the day, it doesnt exist...

Ha.

Went out with my cousin on the horses

Played an epic game of hide and seek in the good old forrest of binstead common,

I love riding, Its just so satisfying :).

Now its your time and you know where to stand..

With a gun in your hand, With a gun in your hand,

Now Im no longer an ordinary man

Was this your big plan, your gun in your hand?

Hmm we've finally been 'ditched'

Shes moved on with her new 'friends' group

PAH pathetic much?

Ahhh well, give it a year and everything will be different.

Thank the Lord.

Im glad where I am and who I am,

Id like to think Im a pretty nice person, Unlike some.

Cheers to the people who have stood by me all these Years, Months, Days!

Right...not Left

Hmm my arm hurts a bitch.
I've just attempted to peirce my ear....ha. Failed. I sterolised the pin with a lighted match.
And guess who comes sniffing in....Mother... Just Fuck Off.
Il do it somewhen...I thought holding an ice cube to the ear might help but then noticed that ice cubes melt. Eloise rode Ralph today :) Im very proud of her, Ralph is being a babe at the moment lets just hope everything goes to plan, with his back and once again mine too! Whats wrong with my family and pets having all sorts of problems!
Im uterly sick of school its unbeleivable... it just drags on. Im not overally sure on where im going after year 11, depends on my GCSE's I spose....hmm I havent a clue what I want to do when Im older either :s Im such a fuss pot.
Going to Mel's tomorrow evening should be good, this will be the first time that I havn't seen Sam for two days. I love the fact that me and him spend all and if not most of our time with each other, I love it, I love him :) Its our 4 months soon, it feels longer!
Im singing at the moment...I dont sound to bad... Id love to be able to sing properly though...or play the piano or guitar! I can bloody dream on...cant afford Jack Shit these days. I need so much stuff, for me and the horse, I wish I had just a little bit more money, just a little...
Wow. Christmas soon, Im actually looking forward to it for once! I doubt I'l get what I want :\ Im so money tight for my parents I dont want to ask for things...
Hmmm this years gone too quick, someways its good but thinking about it its quite sad... Its been the worst/best year of my life... how that can be possible I dont know. Too many people have died :\ and too many people have changed, including myself. Its bound to happen somewhen. We're all going to move on at some point, as soon as we finish year 11 all those memories will be left behind, 11 years of 'slavery' pah. I wish I cherished the Primary years a little more...but I was young... Jesus I ramble. Better out that in...
I want to get out there and do it...Im sick of not getting anywhere...I want to get good at what I love best! but things just get in the way. Time for munch I think. Cornflakes, Raisins and Milk, What and awesome combination.

'Ive Been Roamin' Around Always Looking Down And All I See...'

What am I?
I don't understand, one minute im a 'good' person next minute im a selfish girl with 'attitude'
I don't get you Dad?
Why do you have to be such an arse. Just because I don't help around the house doesn't meen you should disown me! Well thats how i feel.
You both do the guilt trick and its old. Get Out.
You both make out that your so hard done by... welll guess what! LIFE'S NOT FAIR m'loves. FYI I can't wait to move out and get my own place, but...then who will unload the dishwasher for you sods?!. Everything just turns into an arguement these days, and you say its me!? But of course I have no say...or if i try im 'back chatting'. You should both stop competing and copying other parents, wether you say you do or not. Im sick of it, am I not good enough? Fuck it if I fail my GCSE's I'l only end up in your position DAD.
Also you say I should get another Hobby...well thats because you dont want me to have the horse anymore, im not stupid, I get no support when it comes to Ralph. I want to get somewhere with horse-riding as it seems to make me...me? If you wonder why i hardly spend anytime at home is because you always have something to moan at me about, I repell and I will Rebel badly if this gets worse.

We have the petty-est of arguement, why? I try not to retalyate but your always coming out with fake shit!
If you've read this, my parents aren't actually as bad as I've made it look. Its just...they make me angry.
Arg :(

'Honey When Your On The Road Your All Alone...'

Im so in love right now.
And I actually mean It.
Im sat here eating smartie ice cream with loads of chocolate sauce,
I really shouldnt but its too late now.
I'm really missing my best friend and im desperate to see her!
I love Frank Turner, his songs are absolutely amazing, I strongly recomend his music.

I feel things are changing, in good and bad ways.
It makes me want to cry considering I'm very happy right now.
Im about to write this in my diary, which i havnt touched in months.

'Well I'm Jet Set, Jet Lagged and Jaded
Your Always 16 Hours Ahead...'

Finally! Some good weather!
Camping up yard was awesome, though i wish some people would just grow up, eh?
Went to the beach for the first time in ages, swam! Love it.
I think im about to have a nose bleed :S
I'm listening to some noice tune-age , pop party 2! Haha
"And I'm Glad I Crashed The Wedding!"
"Shut Up, Just Shut Up, Shut Up Just Shut Up!"
"Everybody Wants To Know Her Naaaaaaame!"
Might get an early night???
Pah :)

I just can't get enough!

This Blogging shizz is awesome....
Just been sunbathing, don't do it much
I can smell dinner...spag-bowl, its ok aslong as you dont spill it, but the outcomes are awful...bolognese stained lips! Blurrg.
Im off to Cowes week fireworks with the crew, 7.30 bus stop...
Should be good. Need some motherfudging money though.
Tomorrow night should be good too, havnt had a proper get together with my Yard crew for ages! Maybe get some shots down me ;)
Haha. Lifes Sweeeeeeeet.
Oh aslong as i dont see that faggot tonight :@

Mhmmm dinner was Sweeeeeeet.
Yet again im sat here in a baggy t-shirt,
Im inspecting my legs :\ disgusting as they are.
Right now i should really be getting a shower...
as i have about half an hour to get ready
i always leave myself in these positions! HAHA

Whoops

I just killed an ant, well it did bite me on the back.
It took more than one squash to kill it and after I knocked its head off its still wriggling
Grusome :S
Now its just laid there on my computer desk, In bits...
Sick

Friends, The Close Ones.

This may sound a little sad that Im writing a little bit about them but hey, it needs saying :)
Eloise: Of course the one whos been there all my life, literally. We've had our little ups and downs but never actually fallen out good times! :) The past year has to be the strongest we've been ever, because of everything thats happend! Our sleepovers are the best thing going...cookings our thing! I s'pose we should say thanks to our parents for living next door to each other!

Thanks to you guys 'friends', 'buddys' 'chums' :)

Eloise <3
Sam
Bella + Kat: My G's
Mel
Gaby
Domii
Lozza

Jade, Carissa, Chelsea - Ive only just got to know you guys, but your awesome :)

x.x.x

Life As You Make It.

Where the effing hell do I start?! Well, Im currently sat here in a big baggy T-shirt, listening to Radio 1 and I need to brush my teeth., Lunch is in 5! Toast, My favourite snack of the moment, quick and easy to do (just because ive just learnt how to use our oven) I like my bread lightly toasted Mhmmm. Moving On....Mika's New song is rather good.
The last few months have been life changing, loads of people are coming and going, I really don't know where I am which makes things a whole lot more confusing but I love it! But I s'pose we all have our bad times.. for example I used to be in a real close group of friends, there was 6 of us, but the last few months have been hectic and I cant be arsed with the one person who thinks 'she cant do anything right anymore' I honestly dont care who see's this it needs saying, everytime we tried talking about the group situation she cowarded away! Now she's off bumlicking some other poor group. Just as I thought I was building up a great relationship with her, but she goes and clings to my bestfriend. To be honest lifes more than argueing and falling out we're all equal aren't we?? 'She' thats all i'l call her she doesn't deserve to have her real name posted here, we have other stuff to be worried about and not her pathetic lies, but she wouldnt stand by us through our hard times? then why should we. Hmm Hey there Delilah, good song just came on the radio, reminds me of old times. I can smell burning...
Hopefully by doing this blog it should refrain me from my bitchy ways which im quite proud cos I havn't bitched in a while, I've noticed how much my friends pay a big part in my life, Tbh. im happy with my little crew, Ellie, Bella, Kat, Mel you guys are the don, plus i have my yard lot and my Boyfriend I couldn't ask for anything better. I have so much to write! I may aswell do a book.
Ive recently been having this problem...I have a horse which im greatfull to have, but cos of the credit crunch and shit I have to share him...We found a middle aged women who sounded perfect to share with me but sadly she didn't mention she had a neice who came down every 3 weeks, now this woman doesn't want to ride him as he is not interesting enough so wants her neice to ride him. Which I despise. Alot. I forgot to mention they are from London. Hence Posh voices and cash. I'm not one for people who own alot of money and think they can get their way, This girl is now down for the whole 7 weeks holiday, which has ruined it for me as she goes off with my friends when shes just a pathetic little posh tot who doesnt talk much. Arg you don't know how angry I actually am at this point in time. Im getting to the point where I just want to say stuff it to this woman and hope for the best that Mum and Dad can afford Ralph on their own.
I've just noticed how messed up Ive written this :L.
Sam Millward, I found him in a forrest, seriously I did, Firestone; Good times...We went camping with a group of us; We had a bit of alcohol which got us all talking things went from there! (: Im so happy this happened! I Love Sam, I couldn't ask for a nicer guy, We are the lazyest things going and currently planning our Winter indoors! Haha. 2 months and 5 days (:
Im sick of this money talk on Radio 1 news, seriously fuck off, credit crunch, swine flu, poverty... just go suck cock. Oo..if you were on facebook or twitter yesterday and it was fucking up id like to inform you someone carried out a huge hacking scheme which is something to do with the war in Russia?! Could we get any sadder!
On a happy note I feel as though my relationships with people at the moment are finally building up, my Dad, Brother, Cousin... I finally appreciate having a Family. Over the years me and my Cousin Lauren were constantly battleing out and falling out but we've both have grown up in the last year and have noticed how close we now are, I'd be happy enough to call her my sister rather than cousin :).

Bloody hell I shall add more in time.