Seems like this time the end is drawing near...

Its quarter to twelve and I have done my textiles folder!
Nice work from the Meg here. I feel as though Ive acomplished a few things latly,
And easter will be a time not just for sharingthoughts about jesus but to go out and enjoy myself.
Not long left now niggas!!
YESHHH

my bed currently looks fucked, the sheets pinged off the corner great. The spongy layer things ive got on top is screwed up, comfy night for me...
two more days.
Fuck my speaking test haha
heres all im going to say tomorrow..

Quand jetais plus juene je mange beacoup de sucries pas assez de salade.
Maintenant, je mange beacoup du fruits pouretre un forme.
Quand jetais plus juene au tennis je n'y joue plus. Maintanent je faire de l'equitation tous le jours.

cant remember the rest! pahaha

Tonight is the night, and the city holds its breath...

Today...a Sunday...usually Im HMLing. But today has just been good.
Friday and Saturday i sorted some coursework out. made me feel good.
Slept at Samms, I love it. Im not fussed about what other people say, I love sleeping with him
Considering his snoring habits last night has to have been the first night I have slept at his properly! Watched Saw 6, well Sam did...I was wondering wether or not my supernoodles were coming up to say hello.
Role Models is a good film, thats all i seem to do now, is watch films...

Just cleansed my face for the umpteenth time, I just cant help myself from picking my spots though...Lolllll.

Art tomorrow, looking forward to it. Hopefully Mel bought epic munch! Yes :D

My room smells like cigarettes and filthy energy drink.
haha

Night troopers. I DONT CARE NO MOREEEEEEEEE YEH YEH YEH........zgfihgfaegkgjfkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkaetigvhjsdfhieasutityhg

Life is too short to live without poetry

I repeat myself alot, too much if anything.

Schools just playing me. I know theres not long left but its enough to drive me nuts.
Im not happy, but i am?
Im comparing this to my horse,
He's stuck in a stable all day eating hay, chewing away at the same old shit,
Day in day out.
Thats how I feel.

Ive got to the point where I need to stop worrying about others,
Ive finally noticed who I can be,
I dont need to be dragged down.

Anyway Im going to spend Friday in tomorrow.
Do an hour of textiles first, come home and do pookie (depending on weather)
then watch what Katie did next (cos she's awesome <3)
then listen to Frank Turner all evening while tackling some CW.

Id rather be out getting drunk though.

Ah just Fuck Off. Fuck right off I do not care.
Thanks :)

Maybe one day we can fight and we can win

Im never usually on the computer in the morning but i felt it needed to be done...
I need to charge my ipod.

Frank Turner last night had to be the most amazing thing,
He is a wonderful man.
And his music was awesome, Chuck Ragan wasnt too bad either!
Got home at 1'oclock, sucked ass big times
woke up at 6 for the horse!
Badtimes!

I actually hate my life at school right now I cant be fucked to even get changed.

Im from New York, Concrete jungle where dreams are made of

Cruise?
I think so
Well...I hope so.
Im too stuck to the island,

Came 5th today, schools jumping... all thanks to gabs..
Ralph just doesnt get a grip, I know ive over bitted him, but for a horse thats usually so chilled he was a nervous wreck.
Tbh hes been there so many times you would of thought he'd be sensible.
I feel guilty, the whole stress of school and cos im tired I just take it out on him,
What can he do? He cant speak, he cant tell me whats wrong :(
Horses shouldnt be ridden, kept in stables, fed saureen bread... :L
But where else can they go?

Ive noticed lately Ive been chatting absolute shit.
My mind is somewhere else when I have a conversation with anyone...
Words I can imagine in my head dont quite make it out my mouth.
Maybe Im not as clever as people think I am..
Or
I've just got problems.

Talking about problems...
Was talking to Lauren earlier...
about Dads.
Well, we both have our own difficulties with them,
I mean coming home from school not knowing how you are going to be greeted?
You think its alright when your 'tired' and you take it out on everyone, but as soon as Im tired and not in the mood I get it in the neck.
Somedays I wish you didnt live with us. And yet you redeem yourself?
The way you treat Mum, she doesnt deserve it. But then I can talk...
When your in a nice mood we get on like the house is on fire.
I have too much of your personality.

I feel enclosed, Im currently stuck in my room writing a blog, (yes Ive chosen to stay in as I am tired...and I would snap as i am not in the best of moods)? Writing about stuff I dont even want people to know, yet I carry on. Cos I've got to the point now, where I really dont give a fuck. Yes. A big fat fuck.
I need to stop thinking and worrying about other people, and what they think of me...
I need to be more selfish.
Not a good thing but Ive been driven to think this.
Im on the deprived point now. I cant take this no more.
I ache.
So much.

You can dance, You can jive, woaah.

Franky T's version of that is the don.
I think bloggings such a good idea, makes me feel abit better, though I cant say everything on here, ive still got that building on my shoulders. I complain. Im pining for change, so bad.
It needs to happen soon else Il be on the brink of madness.
I keep saying I need change.
But I can say what I please on here, no-bodies business enless they make it business.

I chat serious shit.
and I dribble...way too much.

To be honest, I want to stuff everything and go out a get fucking High.
I want to go out! Get wasted out my face so I cant remember!
Smoke as many cigarettes as a fucking like.
Im not diggin the whole staying in shit, which I do too much of!

Went to the studio last Friday with Loz,
I thought brr studio..but actually it wasnt bad, met knew people
Got drunk. Was a laugh, Id like to do it again :)

Please don't get to up yourself about it... please?

Was talking to Dad earlier...about Firestone! ha. His mate Nigel was the one who saw us all!
Nigels a ledge,

Ive got so much to say but so little time...i was ment to be doing some media as its in for tomorrow!...

You and Me baby aint nothing but mammals!

Had an alright day today,
Got myself in abit of a tizz yesterday, but ah well
Shit happens,
I wish "you lot" whatever you want to call yourselves would just Fuck off,
If you cant say or do anything nice then go die. Harsh but many people would agree with me.

Got an evening to myself tonight,
Makes a change, everytime I say il do coursework but theres always something better to do :), True though.

Festival & Bestival Please :)

Im running out of things to say?
Garenteed I'l remember something to put later.
GO COMPARE

Ha! I'm back!
Isnt it funny how a song can change your mood?
I do like a good sing, even though half the time I cant.
LOLOLOLOLcakes
Im in a weird mood...:S hjfujgfueg