Friday, 30 October 2009

Can You Meet Me Halfway Right at The Borderline Thats Where Im Gonna Wait



This picture makes me laugh ^_^

I forgot to mention yesterday...
I caught a mouse!
Bloody CAT
It was sooo cute, I tried feeding it porridge Oats
but it werent having it...
Probs cos it was paniking

The Girls are sleeping round tonight should be a laugh (:
Havnt seen them for like..a week.
I hate halloween, but guess what
Ive owned Ralph/Pookie for a whole year today!
And Its mine and Sams 5 months tomorrow :)
But the downfall is
School.
Argjagfjkasdfhasi
I HATE YOUUUUU
Id like to voilently punch the creater of 'school' or even more precise
Ryde High School.
Merrrhhhh

Thursday, 29 October 2009

They Say 3 Times a Lady, I Say 3 Times Ya Crazy!

Chipmunkkk. :L

Im banging some tunes out on keyboard.
TITANIC.
ALADDIN.
(:

Surf's Up is actually an alright film...
"I Can Feel It In My Nuggets!"
Paha.
Only 6 weeks till like nearly Christmas!
WOWWWWW

Total Wipeout USA <3
Tis the Don.
Must go watch it!

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Lay Where Your Laying, Don't Make A Sound, I was Just Watchin'...

WOAHHHHHHHHHHaHOHhhh Your Sex is on fire?
How an Earth can Your Sex be on fire??
One of the many stunning songs from Kings Of Leon <3

'I feel so much better today
Chase the bad things away!'

I actually feel so much better :) Finally got to ride after two weeks!
Are you shitty with me?
Or what?
Hmm I hope not because, well...
I have been very ill the past week and blates cant do anything about it?

Im so excited for Christmas!
For once?
:)
I think Its these antibiotics, Ive been on an absolute high today!

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

I'm starting with the man in the mirror, I'm asking him to change his ways

Im still ill.
why in the half term!
I could murder a McDonalds right now
One Fuckin McChicken Sandwhich and Large fries
Any drinks with that?
YES fucking large coke please! AHHHH
Atm, Im eating mushed up weetabix with warm milk and god knows how much sugar
My tonsils are just two big balls of puss!
'GAG'

Im Ill and still you pick at me?
When will it ever stop?

HML. Ha..Jokes

:( I miss Ralph
I miss my friends
Being at home is so boring
AHgashfosaghaeigh;weiorghviosvddfsnsdvbjkhi

Sunday, 25 October 2009

White Lies, Just A Little White Lie...I did it to get close to you

Ah for fuckssake.
I have tonsilitis
It makes me want to cry
Antibiotics suck ass
I want it to go awayyyyy
Why did it have to occur at the half term
why not in school time? :(

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

How Long Before I Get In Before It Starts Before It Begins.

For Fuck Sake.
Honestly can you stop being like this its not fair.
Every evening so far this week, you've picked at me.
I'm sick of being picked at.
I don't deserve it.
To be honest it's not very nice living with someone who cant make up their mind wether there own daughter is a nasty caniving little bitch, or a lovely polite girl who everyone loves.
Seriously??? I know who I am.
Its just you who needs to find out what your really like.
Yes you have your own worries but it doesnt mean you can take it out on me.
And I'm not back-chatting you, I'm just standing up for myself, I'm human I'm aloud to do that. 'The right to have my own thoughts' which in this house hold doesnt seem to be the case.
That arguement cost me a lift up the yard tomorrow, but really, it doesnt bother me.
I have two legs.
God sake.
I was in such a good mood earlier :(
goodnight

Monday, 19 October 2009

Me and My Friend Dan, are gonna get some beers and then We're gonna go down to the park and Drink 'em there.

UP.
Such a good film.
The old man looks like Sam's Grandad and The fat kid looks like Micheal Macintyre!
'Huh! SQUIRRUL!'
I've got a horrible pain in my neck. Must of slept funny
I hate Gratis with a passion, that horse is gonna kill me one day I swear.

Atm I'm in drama.
What complete BALLS.
Listening to Franky T though, he's amazing :)
Result. Not doing P.E "Physical Education" today Pah.
I've had my back done! My pelvis was out well bad.

Harper's Island tonight + Munch at Sam's! :)
I'm rather excited!
I think it's the final episode...
Life couldn't get any better.
Well...It can but you know (:

Thursday, 15 October 2009

Sweeeeeeeet Dissssssspositionnnnn


^^^^
GAY

I'm in science!
With Kat (:
I hate school with an absolute passion.
There's so many weirdo's in our class
Mr Harwood's an ok teacher but he's just abit thick tbh.
I've been up since 6.30 was off ill yesterday
If i'd gone any longer without having a day off then I'd be on the brink of UBER illness.
Stangely I like getting up early, the yard is so pretty at that time in the morning

Balancing Equations - Yummy!
Miss Jackson can just shut the fuck up.
I can just feel that todays gonna be shitttt...

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

I'm so scared, I might forget, I don't want this to end just yet...

Oh For Fuck Sake.
Can't you just understand that you didn't need to tell them????
Honestly.
I just wish they'd keep their fucking noses out of it.

Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

I'm Ill
Great! But it's not one specific thing,
Maybe its swine flu...
Hmm I get tempertures on and off...
Funny headaches that feel like my heads to big for my body! Haha
and Aches...
Could my life get any better <3
OOoo..going to the Chyropracter tomorrow...
FINALLY.
Calpol Tablet? 1 or 2...
Watched Jeremy Kyle, maybe not one of the best episodes today
And 60 minute make over what a shambles!

I really dislike you lot at the moment.
HML - Just fuck off yes?
You have to O.T.T everything seriously you guys need to get a life and stop going to parties your not even invited to! Haha.

Todays been horrible :(
Poorly Meg...

Sunday, 11 October 2009

I Used To Rule The World...Sea's Would Rise When I Gave The Word.



Look at what we had, can It ever be the same again?

What are we like?
Hmm this weekends been odd.
You'know when somethings just havn't gone like the usual rutine?
Ahh well, had a laugh...literally pissed my pants just because a Dog was falling out of its coat. Paha.
Had a nice chat with Mum well...nice as in I havn't spoken to her in a while...the conversation we were having was about money. Yes, I know I have a horse so consequently I have alot of 'money' bullshit.
I would never change Ralph for the world but I just wish I could have a bit more money? I consider selling him but I know that would be the biggest mistake I would ever make... And I could never have the guts to give up what I love best.
Chatting to Mum made me think.
I'm so money tight? No one else my age worries about how much their parents earn?!
I feel guilty even if I ask for a fiver...?
I need to do something.
Schools boring me on the brink of giving up
They teach out of books and not from their owns motherfucking brains.
Jesus Christ.
Winter's finally here...Tea, Toast and Biscuits at Simon's <3
The early mornings and late nights...here I come...
I'm finding it hard to keep track of time, I don't mean it but I just lose myself when I'm up the yard...nothing else bothers me, I can breath no social hyrachy We can be who we want to be. Ralph doesn't give a toss about who I am? And the love I get from that horse is just amazing. People don't understand the passion I have for a bond like ours. To be one with an animal is a gift. Not just a christmas present.
Things are drifting, Is it my fault I ask?
To be honest maybe it's ment to be happening.
In no time at all we will be getting jobs, buying a house, getting married...
We all have to let go sometimes.
But not just yet.
I'm too comfortable to be bothered, I can hardly be fucked to step out of my house anymore cos I'm so relaxed.
I think way to much. It's going to be a long night...I can tell.

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

Blue Eyes Blue Eyes Whats the Matter Matter?

Wednesday.
I hate em.
This weeks gone too quick...
I'm extreemly tired right now and should be heading off to bed

Made a fat off cornflake cake with Sam today!
Goodtimes
I neeeeeeeeeed to get a ticket for Franky T! I love that man!
Night People. x

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

My Fingertips Are Holding Onto The Cracks In Our Foundations

And I know that i should let go but I can't...

<-Classic winter piccy! :) <3>

BALLS I've got textiles coursework to do and its in for tomorrow, and my computer doesn't have microsoft word. So my work hasnt appeared! Great!

ahhh well.
Just found a dead woodlouse on my carpet? How it got there I don't know...Thinking about it for such a small creature how did it make it up to my room?
I've given it a nice spot on my desk, I've drawn an arrow to it saying


'Woodlouce - R.I.P'


Woodlice come to think of it are my childhood friends, I spent hours out in the garden drowning the poor sods HAHA!

Winters coming, this means less free time...shit shoveling, haybale carrying and getting wet!
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
But...warm clothes, hot chocolates lazy hours in bed/inside and T.V!





Saturday, 3 October 2009

I don't want to fall asleep, Cos I don't know if I'l get up.

Parents. Pff. Tut.Tut.Pufffffffffffffffffffffff AHashdgajbfuiqgwndl.

It was just a simple question...
Oh well!!!!
Sam slept round last night (:
Kids T.V in the morning <3
My hips out, its unbeleivably uncomfortable. I need to get it sorted
I hate pain.
Rode my prick of a horse out today, he's such a homosexual.
Spooked at a knocked over road sign and backed up into a car!!!
I had to get off I don't understand why he does it, he went past it yeasterday and the day before...Arhh.
Had a nice chat with Sandy today! Bless her...our little gossips.

The trees are currently going nuts outside! the wind is mental.



Thursday, 1 October 2009

You found me, You found me...

Where the West was all but one, all alone smoking his last cigarette.

I don't like it, Its not for me to say but you should quit.
You wont listen. :(
Its cos I Love You.
But I wont let this get in the way :)

Im Gonna Be Somebody....


Taking to the floor with the reach to the sky...

I loosen my tie...


Wow...I'm privalidged, my cats just perched on my lap :)
Look at him, My Ralphie. Hes my life I love him <3
Im in the mood for letting it all out.
Just been to the IOW college open evening for 6th form
Im impressed...and for once Im excited for my education!
I need to get away from the shithole we call Ryde High


Trying to recall what you want me to say
I shake it your way, I shake it your way
Counting on the night for a Beautiful day...


I really want to get out there and do it now, this is it...
this is me.
Im pretty happy at the moment
A few jips but hey, what'dya expect.
Todays been pretty good, average...
I tend not to count school as what i do in the day, it doesnt exist...
Ha.
Went out with my cousin on the horses
Played an epic game of hide and seek in the good old forrest of binstead common,
I love riding, Its just so satisfying :).


Now its your time and you know where to stand..
With a gun in your hand, With a gun in your hand,
Now Im no longer an ordinary man
Was this your big plan, your gun in your hand?


Hmm we've finally been 'ditched'
Shes moved on with her new 'friends' group
PAH pathetic much?
Ahhh well, give it a year and everything will be different.
Thank the Lord.



Im glad where I am and who I am,
Id like to think Im a pretty nice person, Unlike some.
Cheers to the people who have stood by me all these Years, Months, Days!