Right...not Left

Hmm my arm hurts a bitch.
I've just attempted to peirce my ear....ha. Failed. I sterolised the pin with a lighted match.
And guess who comes sniffing in....Mother... Just Fuck Off.
Il do it somewhen...I thought holding an ice cube to the ear might help but then noticed that ice cubes melt. Eloise rode Ralph today :) Im very proud of her, Ralph is being a babe at the moment lets just hope everything goes to plan, with his back and once again mine too! Whats wrong with my family and pets having all sorts of problems!
Im uterly sick of school its unbeleivable... it just drags on. Im not overally sure on where im going after year 11, depends on my GCSE's I spose....hmm I havent a clue what I want to do when Im older either :s Im such a fuss pot.
Going to Mel's tomorrow evening should be good, this will be the first time that I havn't seen Sam for two days. I love the fact that me and him spend all and if not most of our time with each other, I love it, I love him :) Its our 4 months soon, it feels longer!
Im singing at the moment...I dont sound to bad... Id love to be able to sing properly though...or play the piano or guitar! I can bloody dream on...cant afford Jack Shit these days. I need so much stuff, for me and the horse, I wish I had just a little bit more money, just a little...
Wow. Christmas soon, Im actually looking forward to it for once! I doubt I'l get what I want :\ Im so money tight for my parents I dont want to ask for things...
Hmmm this years gone too quick, someways its good but thinking about it its quite sad... Its been the worst/best year of my life... how that can be possible I dont know. Too many people have died :\ and too many people have changed, including myself. Its bound to happen somewhen. We're all going to move on at some point, as soon as we finish year 11 all those memories will be left behind, 11 years of 'slavery' pah. I wish I cherished the Primary years a little more...but I was young... Jesus I ramble. Better out that in...
I want to get out there and do it...Im sick of not getting anywhere...I want to get good at what I love best! but things just get in the way. Time for munch I think. Cornflakes, Raisins and Milk, What and awesome combination.

'Ive Been Roamin' Around Always Looking Down And All I See...'

What am I?
I don't understand, one minute im a 'good' person next minute im a selfish girl with 'attitude'
I don't get you Dad?
Why do you have to be such an arse. Just because I don't help around the house doesn't meen you should disown me! Well thats how i feel.
You both do the guilt trick and its old. Get Out.
You both make out that your so hard done by... welll guess what! LIFE'S NOT FAIR m'loves. FYI I can't wait to move out and get my own place, but...then who will unload the dishwasher for you sods?!. Everything just turns into an arguement these days, and you say its me!? But of course I have no say...or if i try im 'back chatting'. You should both stop competing and copying other parents, wether you say you do or not. Im sick of it, am I not good enough? Fuck it if I fail my GCSE's I'l only end up in your position DAD.
Also you say I should get another Hobby...well thats because you dont want me to have the horse anymore, im not stupid, I get no support when it comes to Ralph. I want to get somewhere with horse-riding as it seems to make me...me? If you wonder why i hardly spend anytime at home is because you always have something to moan at me about, I repell and I will Rebel badly if this gets worse.

We have the petty-est of arguement, why? I try not to retalyate but your always coming out with fake shit!
If you've read this, my parents aren't actually as bad as I've made it look. Its just...they make me angry.
Arg :(