Here I Am...This Is Me, Theres Nowhere Else On Earth Id Rather Be.

I actually quite like the film Spirit.

Makes me happy. And it's got an amazing soundtrack.

3 weeks left of school. Then Christmas!

I've got so much coursework to do...

Ive got too much to think about.

Hjkajjkhafgsfugueyurnnsakjs

I love my horse. He is my life <3

I had so much more to talk about...but Ive forgotten :\ Mehhh

Oh but Once, We Were Young and We Were Crass Enough To Care.

Totally just watched Micheal McIntyre


What and Absolute Ledge.


THE MAN DRAW!



Family.
Dad was on the phone to my auntie...
They seem to keep themselves to themselves when it comes to Gran
Fair enough. All these years I thought Gran was loving and 'nice'
and well she still is but I see why Dad acts like he does around her...
Another thing is they dont want us talking to our own cousins and to be honest
I'd rather like to meet them again.

Jenna + Hermie <3
Its a shame. I miss my Uncle Bri too...



YES.
RYDE HIGH 3rd PLACE SCHOOLS DRESSAGE
SUCK MY HAIRY BALLS MR HODDLE + MISS THOMAS, XP
Its been such a good day.
Doing what I do best.
I've forgotton how much I love competing!
Us Fairfields lot dont notice how talented we are.

Wow. What an evening :)

I think the Sun is on benifits, cos I never see it bloody working! Pah.
I love my cousin <3


I need to think more positively theres more to life than this!
School will be over soon.
I do hate it alot.
Blerg.
Its 11.49 and Im Fucking Bungalowed!
Haha Michael McIntyyyyyyreee
Goodnight cruel world.

If I were A Boy Even Just For A Day

I love spotify (:
Got a day off school today...
Just because my horse stepped on my foot! Ha.
It kills like a biatch though.
The weather is absolutley marvolously BALLS.
Im cosy inside thanks

Im going to learn something new on the keyboard
Do some of my Art sketchbook
Should really do my English essay...
Oh and Maths...
I probably wont do much of any listed above
Pah
Home alone too...
Played some Modern Warfare 2 I think its rather good.
At least its the weekend.....................................................

I Sit And Wait...

Theres and Angel contemplating my fate

And do they know

The places where we go when were grey and old

'cos i have been told that salvation lets their wings unfold

So when im lying in my bed

Thoughts running through my head

And i feel that love is dead

I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection

Alot of love and affection

Whether im right or wrong

And down the waterfall

Where ever it may take me

I know that life wont brake me

When it comes to call

She wont forsake me

I'm loving angels instead.

Im in love with this song.

Robbie Williams. He doesnt just look like my Dad, but he creates the best of songs.
I've noticed how much music plays in all our lives
I think its a pretty special thing.
Just like this...

I love Him :)

Christmas in like 6 weeks...

Sounds along time

but I reckon it'l fly by...

I think something might happen...for the best, or for the worst...

I don't know.

My cat is pestering me as I am sat on her chair.

Shes telling me to go to bed.

To be honest Im sick of being told what to do.

School is so awkward, I dont want to be there

Im tired of following

I want to be me, and not having the constant weight of other people

and their 'thoughts'.

I would really enjoy it now if I could take a holiday,

Go somewhere get off the Island.

Just for two or three days

Just so I don't have to worry about anything.

I need to exercise more.

I dont need to worry

but I do.

I'm waiting for something, its been holding me back for so long

but Im not sure what it is.

Do You Know Your Enemy?!

I love My Pookie

This week has just flown past,
If it can continue like that for 4 more months it would make me rather happy :)
Mum was driving me to the Chyropracter and I was thinking about what i could write in my blog...
but I've forgotten it all
Apart from one thing that shocked me :\
I asked Mum how you can gas yourself in your car...
Odd I know but its been bugging me ever since that episode of Coronation street. She said that a few parents did that to themselves a few years back :S And some others hung themselves...
Number One...why would you commit suicide when you obviously have a child...
Number Two...Its just damn right horrific

And Three...what is this world coming to?





It seems to always bother me when I've watched the news.
It makes me realise that there are some complete and utter TWATS out there
Things that don't affect me at all in my day to day life suddenly start to irritate me.
Hmm





I've decided.
I'm either going to be an Architect or an Interior Designer when Im older...
I've made that decision quick but its something to aim for?
Plus if I succeed I will be loaded. Hopefully...
Talking about money I neeeeeeeed some
A need a laptop too...Ha.
I'm quite excited for the future...
CHRISTMAS. FUCK YES.
I'm so excited this year!
Im going to buy a nice hat.

OutBabes.

Life is A Rollercoaster You Just Gotta Ride It.

I tell you what.
The News really pisses me off.
Well...
It agravates me that this so called war is going on.
I want the Afghans to Fuck off.
They join the English and American to be trained and then turn on them
5 of our Men have been killed...
Juts because some dick decided to become part of the Taliban
Tbh I think we should pull our troops out and Air Strike their whole country.
Pah I dont care they need blowing up after everything theyve done.
And they still come into our country.
YOU DONT BELONG HERE
take you motherfucking Temple places and go home.
fight for your own country and show that you dont need to be spoon fed by the ENGLISH.
AGhsfhasdfhjwoieghwhgjfd

BANG BANG.

Just Give Me a Name, Give Me A Way...

Frank Musik <3
I would rather like to go see them.

Today has been shit just like yesterday and probably like tomorrow and the day after.
If I had a choice between being in Afghanistan or School
I'd Pick

Afghanistan TBH.
So I can blow Ryde High Up.

I cant wait to move on.
Party Hard.

You've been quite selfish?
Why are you like this?
You have to always be right. I dont enjoy this.
Ah well.

School Dressage? Yes.
Im quite embarressed that Im competing for RHS.

COD5 is actually quite a good game..
Im excited for COD6! HAAAA
Good times.

School = I want to kill myself
GayGayGayGayGayGayGay.

I Love You.