Look at what we had, can It ever be the same again?
What are we like?
Hmm this weekends been odd.
You'know when somethings just havn't gone like the usual rutine?
Ahh well, had a laugh...literally pissed my pants just because a Dog was falling out of its coat. Paha.
Had a nice chat with Mum well...nice as in I havn't spoken to her in a while...the conversation we were having was about money. Yes, I know I have a horse so consequently I have alot of 'money' bullshit.
I would never change Ralph for the world but I just wish I could have a bit more money? I consider selling him but I know that would be the biggest mistake I would ever make... And I could never have the guts to give up what I love best.
Chatting to Mum made me think.
I'm so money tight? No one else my age worries about how much their parents earn?!
I feel guilty even if I ask for a fiver...?
I need to do something.
Schools boring me on the brink of giving up
They teach out of books and not from their owns motherfucking brains.
Jesus Christ.
Winter's finally here...Tea, Toast and Biscuits at Simon's <3
The early mornings and late nights...here I come...
I'm finding it hard to keep track of time, I don't mean it but I just lose myself when I'm up the yard...nothing else bothers me, I can breath no social hyrachy We can be who we want to be. Ralph doesn't give a toss about who I am? And the love I get from that horse is just amazing. People don't understand the passion I have for a bond like ours. To be one with an animal is a gift. Not just a christmas present.
Things are drifting, Is it my fault I ask?
To be honest maybe it's ment to be happening.
In no time at all we will be getting jobs, buying a house, getting married...
We all have to let go sometimes.
But not just yet.
I'm too comfortable to be bothered, I can hardly be fucked to step out of my house anymore cos I'm so relaxed.
I think way to much. It's going to be a long night...I can tell.
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