Where the effing hell do I start?! Well, Im currently sat here in a big baggy T-shirt, listening to Radio 1 and I need to brush my teeth., Lunch is in 5! Toast, My favourite snack of the moment, quick and easy to do (just because ive just learnt how to use our oven) I like my bread lightly toasted Mhmmm. Moving On....Mika's New song is rather good.
The last few months have been life changing, loads of people are coming and going, I really don't know where I am which makes things a whole lot more confusing but I love it! But I s'pose we all have our bad times.. for example I used to be in a real close group of friends, there was 6 of us, but the last few months have been hectic and I cant be arsed with the one person who thinks 'she cant do anything right anymore' I honestly dont care who see's this it needs saying, everytime we tried talking about the group situation she cowarded away! Now she's off bumlicking some other poor group. Just as I thought I was building up a great relationship with her, but she goes and clings to my bestfriend. To be honest lifes more than argueing and falling out we're all equal aren't we?? 'She' thats all i'l call her she doesn't deserve to have her real name posted here, we have other stuff to be worried about and not her pathetic lies, but she wouldnt stand by us through our hard times? then why should we. Hmm Hey there Delilah, good song just came on the radio, reminds me of old times. I can smell burning...
Hopefully by doing this blog it should refrain me from my bitchy ways which im quite proud cos I havn't bitched in a while, I've noticed how much my friends pay a big part in my life, Tbh. im happy with my little crew, Ellie, Bella, Kat, Mel you guys are the don, plus i have my yard lot and my Boyfriend I couldn't ask for anything better. I have so much to write! I may aswell do a book.
Ive recently been having this problem...I have a horse which im greatfull to have, but cos of the credit crunch and shit I have to share him...We found a middle aged women who sounded perfect to share with me but sadly she didn't mention she had a neice who came down every 3 weeks, now this woman doesn't want to ride him as he is not interesting enough so wants her neice to ride him. Which I despise. Alot. I forgot to mention they are from London. Hence Posh voices and cash. I'm not one for people who own alot of money and think they can get their way, This girl is now down for the whole 7 weeks holiday, which has ruined it for me as she goes off with my friends when shes just a pathetic little posh tot who doesnt talk much. Arg you don't know how angry I actually am at this point in time. Im getting to the point where I just want to say stuff it to this woman and hope for the best that Mum and Dad can afford Ralph on their own.
I've just noticed how messed up Ive written this :L.
Sam Millward, I found him in a forrest, seriously I did, Firestone; Good times...We went camping with a group of us; We had a bit of alcohol which got us all talking things went from there! (: Im so happy this happened! I Love Sam, I couldn't ask for a nicer guy, We are the lazyest things going and currently planning our Winter indoors! Haha. 2 months and 5 days (:
Im sick of this money talk on Radio 1 news, seriously fuck off, credit crunch, swine flu, poverty... just go suck cock. Oo..if you were on facebook or twitter yesterday and it was fucking up id like to inform you someone carried out a huge hacking scheme which is something to do with the war in Russia?! Could we get any sadder!
On a happy note I feel as though my relationships with people at the moment are finally building up, my Dad, Brother, Cousin... I finally appreciate having a Family. Over the years me and my Cousin Lauren were constantly battleing out and falling out but we've both have grown up in the last year and have noticed how close we now are, I'd be happy enough to call her my sister rather than cousin :).
Bloody hell I shall add more in time.
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