Is this happening? Or not...
as nerve racking as it is for you I feel just as bad...
Its got to the point where things have just climaxed again,
I settle myself thinking life is ok
but the littlest of things bugger it, well not all the time but its just how I feel.
" And if you wont let me, fall for you, then you wont see the best thing, that I would live to do for you instead..."
Im such a miserable Git.
Watched Rogue Traders then Cameras, Cops and Criminals.
Should a 15 year old be restricting herself to this kind of television?
Pfft.
Ive got a show on Friday :) 'Valentines Showjumping' - typical Brickfeilds.
I need to join the Pony Club!
Thats what my childhood should be, pony club pony club pony club.
I miss the old yard crew :( cant we be as close as we were? Forget our differences...after all we are all up there for the same reason, summer 2010? c'mon. We cant let Mr Read down! He adores us...
Yesterday had to be quite the stress. but It hit me how lucky I am, to be able to tack up my horse and go out, wherever my mind wants to take me, Il go there. forget about time. Everything.. the brush of the wind on your face as your galloping 30 miles an hour up a desolate feild, the power of controlling half a tonne of beast? Seeing the world as it should be, tranquil and full of animals, Your mind is racing with the pounding of hooves, this is a feeling everyone should be able to access. No body understands how amazing the bond between horse and human is, its mentally powerful , after all I can hear Ralphs heartbeat against mine and I think this relationship means the world to me. The amount of trust between me and that horse is unbeleivable and Its finally payed off.
as nerve racking as it is for you I feel just as bad...
Its got to the point where things have just climaxed again,
I settle myself thinking life is ok
but the littlest of things bugger it, well not all the time but its just how I feel.
" And if you wont let me, fall for you, then you wont see the best thing, that I would live to do for you instead..."
Im such a miserable Git.
Watched Rogue Traders then Cameras, Cops and Criminals.
Should a 15 year old be restricting herself to this kind of television?
Pfft.
Ive got a show on Friday :) 'Valentines Showjumping' - typical Brickfeilds.
I need to join the Pony Club!
Thats what my childhood should be, pony club pony club pony club.
I miss the old yard crew :( cant we be as close as we were? Forget our differences...after all we are all up there for the same reason, summer 2010? c'mon. We cant let Mr Read down! He adores us...
Yesterday had to be quite the stress. but It hit me how lucky I am, to be able to tack up my horse and go out, wherever my mind wants to take me, Il go there. forget about time. Everything.. the brush of the wind on your face as your galloping 30 miles an hour up a desolate feild, the power of controlling half a tonne of beast? Seeing the world as it should be, tranquil and full of animals, Your mind is racing with the pounding of hooves, this is a feeling everyone should be able to access. No body understands how amazing the bond between horse and human is, its mentally powerful , after all I can hear Ralphs heartbeat against mine and I think this relationship means the world to me. The amount of trust between me and that horse is unbeleivable and Its finally payed off.
Three years and I'm still loyal to him, hes such a character. Hes the sparkle in my eye.
I Love You Meg! Lots and lots!
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